Apna Apna Aasmaan Lyrics English Translation – Harmeeet | Hustle 5

Mera Makaan Kaccha Chhat Ko Mera Khwaab Maan
My house may have a fragile roof, but consider it my dream.

Tujhpe Imaaratein Hain Rab Chaahe Chaand Maang
You have grand buildings; if God wishes, ask for the moon.

Kahaan Se Dekhte Iss Baat Pe Sab Tika Hua
From where we stand, everything seems to depend on this belief,

Ke Shaayad Sab Ka Hota Apna-Apna Aasmaan
That perhaps everyone has their own sky.

Toh Mera Bhi Ek Hai Aasmaan Hai Aapki Tarah
So I too have a sky, just like you do.

Jismein Rehte Hain Kuch Baadal Mere Khwaab Ki Tarah
Where some clouds live, just like my dreams.

To Yeh Baadal Dekhne Mein Lagte Sundar Beshak
These clouds certainly look beautiful,

Par Yeh Chhupaake Rakhte Hain Kuch Toh Naqaab Ki Tarah
But they hide something behind them like a veil.

Toh Iss Aasmaan Ko Aur Nahi Main Bharna Chaahta Hoon
So I no longer want to fill this sky with anything more.

Saare Baadal Chhatt Jaayein
I want all the clouds to clear away.

Main Bas Phir Marna Chaahta Hoon
Then I simply want to die.

Toh Shuruwaat Karte Hain Hum Mere Pehle Baadal Se
So let us begin with my first cloud.

Kaisa Shakhs Tha Aur Kaisa Ab Main Banna Chaahta Hoon
What kind of person I was, and what kind of person I want to become now.

Dil Toota Mera Par Maine Tode Bhi Toh
My heart was broken, but I have broken hearts too.

Mujhse Chhoote Kitne Log Maine Chhode Bhi Toh
So many people drifted away from me, and I have left people behind too.

Aur Beshak Bada Kiya Maine Unn Paudhon Ko Inhi Haath Se
And yes, I nurtured those plants with these very hands.

Jab Phool Aaye Paudhon Par Inhi Haathon Se Toda Bhi Toh
But when flowers bloomed on them, I plucked them with these very hands too.

Haath Se Mere Kisi Ko Haadse Milay Koi
Because of my own hands, someone may have suffered an accident.

Mera Ghada Bharte-Bharte Pyaas Se Marey Koi
Someone may have died of thirst while I kept filling my own pitcher.

Jaanta Hoon Achhe Se Ki Zyaada Hoti Jalan
I know very well that the pain burns even more

Jab Yeh Haath Na Jalay Par Apne Haath Se Jalay Koi
When these hands do not burn, but someone burns because of what I have done.

Sapna Itna Saada Mujhko Marna Aisa Banda Bann Kar
My simple dream is to die as a person

Ke Chup Toh Sab Karaate Rone Doon Main Kandha Bann Kar
Whom everyone turns to in silence, letting them cry on my shoulder.

Aur Tujhko Chhodh Jaaye Duniya Paapi Bolkar
And may the world leave you behind, calling you a sinner.

Aur Chaahe Tu Sudharna Toh
And if you ever want to change,

Main Ruk Paaun Bas Ganga Bann Kar
May I remain there like the Ganges.

Dooja Baadal Mera Barsa Aur Yeh Baarishein Sehlaab Laagaayin
My second cloud rained, and these rains brought a flood.

Mere Aankhon Ke Sheher Mein Dekh Baadh Aagayi
Look, a flood came to the city of my eyes.

Par Yahan Rone Ka Koi Hota Agar Faida Toh
But if crying here had any benefit,

Kyun Mujhko Rota Dekh Ke Nani Dubaara Jaag Na Gayi
Why didn’t Grandma wake up again after seeing me cry?

Nani Kuch Saal Baad Tu Aankhein Moond Leti
Grandma, a few years later, you closed your eyes forever.

Main Gaa Raha Tha Nani Dekh Duniya Jhoom Rahi Thi
I was singing, Grandma, and the world was rejoicing.

Itna Khush Hoti Na Aap Mujhko TV Par Dekh Kar
You would have been so happy seeing me on TV,

Ki Aap TV Par Se Maatha Mera Choom Letin
That you would have kissed my forehead through the TV.

Khudko Baandh Ke Rakhta Hoon
I keep myself restrained,

Kahin Yeh Chhoot Na Jaaye Qaabu Apna
So that I do not lose control over myself.

Dadi Ko Bhoolne Ki Bimari Main Yaad Hoon Rakhta
I keep reminding myself of Grandma’s memory-loss illness.

Harmeet Ko Lete Ab Sadkon Pe Pehchaan
Now people recognize me on the streets because of Harmeet.

Mujhko Darr Rehta Hai
I always have this fear

Ghar Pe Dadi Bhool Na Jaayein Babu Apna
That Grandma might forget her Babu at home.

Bachaa Hai Aadhaa Baadal Ismein Bhi Na Chhed Hojaaye
Half a cloud still remains; I pray nothing tears through this one too.

Mera Yeh Jeeta Hua Sona Phirse Ret Hojaaye
I fear that this gold I have won might turn into sand again.

Khauf Tha Kabhi Mujhko Haarne Ka Nahi
I was never afraid of losing.

Mujhko Darr Ke Meri Jeet Mein Na Kahin Phirse Der Hojaaye
My fear is that there might somehow be another delay in my victory.

Ab Mera Teeja Baadal Sab Se Zyaada Ghanaa
Now comes my third and darkest cloud,

Jo Mere Gusse Chinta Aur Inn Aansuon Se Bana
Made from my anger, worries, and these tears.

Ismein Bijliyan Kadakti Mere Gusse Ki
Lightning from my anger keeps striking inside it.

Main Darr Mein Rehta Hoon Kisi Pe Gira Na Doon Zaraa
I live in fear that I might accidentally unleash it upon someone.

Bachpane Mein Socha Kyun Yeh Itni Qillat Mili
As a child, I wondered why I had been given so little.

Main Chhote Ghar Ka Bade School Mein Bhi Zillat Mili
I came from a small house, and even at a big school, I faced humiliation.

Tujhe Gaadi Mili Hogi Tujhe Ghar Mila Hoga
Maybe you got a car, maybe you got a house,

Mujhko Baap Se Viraasat Mein Par Himmat Mili
But from my father, I inherited courage.

Tab Se Khaai Nahi Koi Aisi Jo Ki Naap Karke Koodi Ho
Since then, there has been no pit I have jumped into without measuring it.

Kitna Lamba Chalke Aaya Raaste Se Poochhiyo
Ask the road how far I have walked.

Jab Ghar Mein Padi Jagah Kam Yeh Khwaab Paalne Ki
When there was barely enough space at home to nurture these dreams,

Apne Haathon Se Banaaya Maine Bathroom Mein Studio
I built a studio in the bathroom with my own hands.

Kamee Ke Wazan Se Kabhi Kandhe Nahi Thakte
My shoulders never grew tired from carrying the weight of scarcity.

Accha Khoja Burey Mein Bhi Path Se Nahi Bhatke
I looked for the good even in the bad and never strayed from my path.

Pankhe Ki Bhi Jagah Nahi Thi Studio Mein Mere
There wasn’t even enough space for a fan in my studio,

Tabhi Shaayad Khwaab Mere Phande Se Nahi Latke
Perhaps that’s why my dreams never hung from a noose.

Roti Beli Iss Qalam Se Kaagaz Choolha Hogaya
I made a living with this pen, and paper became my stove.

Maine Bola Jitna Jhooth Saara Choora Hogaya
All the lies I once told turned to ashes.

Maine Aadaton Ko Maara Phir Bahaane Nahi Diye
I defeated my old habits and stopped making excuses.

Tabse Laakhon Wala Gaana Mera Poora Hogaya
Since then, my song worth millions has finally become complete.

Jiski Subah Ko Hum Tarse Mujhko Ek-Ek Woh Shaam Yaad
I remember every evening whose mornings we once longed for.

Cheezein Nahi Khareedin Tuney Ek-Ek Ka Daam Yaad
You didn’t buy things, yet I remember the price of every single one.

Sunn Ke Ro Gayi Tu Mujhko Ek-Ek Woh Baat Yaad
I remember every word that made you cry when you heard it.

Par Chinta Matt Kar Maa Tu Mujhko Ek-Ek Ke Naam Yaad
But don’t worry, Mom, I remember every single one by name.