Darta Hoon Lyrics English Translation – Farak | Hustle 5 

Main Darta Hoon Qalam Uthaane Se
I am afraid to pick up the pen,

Kahin Aisi Koi Baat Na Likh Doon
Afraid I might write something like this,

Jisko Lagg Gaye Baras Bhulaane Mein
That could take years to forget,

Kahin Aisi Koi Raat Na Likh Doon
Afraid I might write about such a night.

Main Bachta Apnon Pe Likhne Se
I hold myself back from writing about my loved ones,

Rishton Ki Daraar Na Likh Doon
Afraid I might write about the cracks in our relationships,

Jinko Jaana Tha Jaa Chuke Dil Se
Those who were meant to leave have already left my heart,

Kuch Baaki Malaal Na Likh Doon
Afraid I might write about some lingering regret.

Main Darta Hoon Qalam Uthaane Se
I am afraid to pick up the pen,

Gade Murde Ukhaad Na Likh Doon
Afraid I might dig up buried memories.

Main Darta Hoon Parat Hataane Se
I am afraid to peel away the layers,

Dil Kitna Barbaad Na Likh Doon
Afraid I might reveal how broken my heart is.

Jawaab Jinka Mere Paas Nahin
Questions whose answers I don’t have,

Kuch Aise Sawaal Na Likh Doon
Afraid I might write down such questions.

Toota Koi Khwaab Na Likh Doon
Afraid I might write about a shattered dream,

Darr Lagta Kharaab Na Likh Doon
Afraid I might write something that makes it worse.

Makaan Banaane Nikle Thay
We set out to build a home,

Woh Chhoota Ghar-Baar Na Likh Doon
Afraid I might write about the home we left behind.

Jo Zaahir Na Kar Paaya Aaj Tak
What I have never been able to express until today,

Kuch Aise Jazbaat Na Likh Doon
Afraid I might write down such emotions.

Kuch Ghaav Bhare Hee Na Kabhi
What if some wounds never heal,

Marham Ka Abhaav Na Likh Doon
Afraid I might write about the absence of a remedy.

Woh Saagar Jo Theher Chuka Uska
That ocean which has come to a standstill,

Darr Lagta Bahaav Na Likh Doon
I am afraid I might write about its flow.

Iss Dil Par Bas Taale Pade Hain
This heart has been locked away,

Hum Sab Kuch Haare Khade Hain
We stand here having lost everything.

Dil Karta Sab Kuch Hee Likh Doon
My heart wants to write everything,

Jo Darrta Hoon Zaahir Karne Mein
Everything I am afraid to reveal.

All These Scars Bleed As I Speak
All these scars bleed as I speak.

All I’ve Lost Is All That I Need
All I’ve lost is all that I need.

Everything That I Let Go
Everything that I let go,

Brings Me Back To Home
Brings me back to home.

Jab Thaama Qalam Toh Woh Baadal Chhate
When I held the pen, the clouds began to clear,

Barsaat Hui Ghar Ke Aangan Taley
And rain fell beneath the courtyard of my home.

Lagaa Pehli Dafa Poori Saans Kheenchi
It felt like I took a full breath for the first time,

Likhi Aapbeeti Kitne Kaagaz Jaley
I wrote my own story, and so many pages burned.

Us Sehmi Talwaar Ko Dhaar Mili
That trembling sword found its edge,

Mere Qaidi Zehen Ko Riha Mili
My imprisoned mind found its freedom.

Andhere Kamre Mein Chiraag Jalaa
A lamp was lit in the dark room,

Kisi Behti Hawa Ko Disha Mili
And a wandering breeze found its direction.

Zakhmi Ko Marham Na Deta Khuda Toh
If God did not give the wounded a balm,

Qalam Mein Uske Behad Siyaahi Deta
He would fill their pen with endless ink.

Takleefon Ka Silsila Jaari Rehta
The chain of suffering would continue,

Mera Dard Meri Parchhaayi Jaisa Toh
And my pain would remain like my shadow.

Kaagaz Pe Khud Ko Bikhar Jaane Diya
I allowed myself to fall apart on the paper,

Sametne Mujhko Padhne Waale Aaye
And those who read me came to put me back together.

Jab Zeher Ki Ghoont Nigal Jaane Diya
When I allowed myself to swallow a sip of poison,

Kuch Der Mein Hee Sab Madad Lekar Aaye
Everyone came to help within a short while.

Khidki Ke Baahar Thi Rangat Saari
Outside the window, everything was full of color,

Maine Kosa Deewaron Ke Pheekepan Ko
I blamed the dullness of the walls.

Koi Aage Na Badh Paata Doshi Thehra Ke
No one can move forward by blaming someone,

Uss Zaalim Berehem Se Beete Kal Ko
Or by holding that cruel, merciless past responsible.

Toh Nadee Behti Hai Phool Khilta Hai
So the river flows and the flower blooms,

Uss Hee Tarah Yeh Majboor Likhta Hai
In the same way, this helpless soul writes.

Ghaav Gehre Hain Rooh Chillaaye
The wounds are deep and the soul cries out,

Maine Bol Kar Seekha Sukoon Milta Hai
I learned that speaking brings peace.

Maine Bol Kar Seekha Sukoon Milta Hai
I learned that speaking brings peace.

Iss Dil Par Bas Taale Pade Hain
This heart has been locked away,

Hum Sab Kuch Haare Khade Hain
We stand here having lost everything.

Dil Karta Sab Kuch Hee Likh Doon
My heart wants to write everything,

Jo Darrta Hoon Zaahir Karne Mein
Everything I am afraid to reveal.

All These Scars Bleed As I Speak
All these scars bleed as I speak.

All I’ve Lost Is All That I Need
All I’ve lost is all that I need.

Everything That I Let Go
Everything that I let go,

Brings Me Back To Home
Brings me back to home.

Brings Me Back To Home
Brings me back to home.