Maa Main Darta Hu Lyrics English Translation – Ansh4sure | Hustle 5

Ladka Ek Kam Aqal Ka
A boy who was a little foolish,

Asliyat Se Bachta Phirta
kept running away from reality.

Thi Banti Kuch Se Hi
He got along with only a few,

Tha Baqiyon Se Kafi Darrta
and was quite afraid of the rest.

Thi Baston Se Na Yari
He was never friends with his school bag,

Copy’on Mein Kafi Gham Tha
and there was a lot of sorrow in his notebooks.

Woh Class Mein Tha Aage
He was ahead in the class,

Padh Leta Toh Kaise Likhta
because if he studied, how would he write?

Gawahi Denge Table’on Pe Likhe Kaafi
The many writings on the tables will bear witness.

Woh Siyahi Ke Kameez Par Nishan Sabse Na Mitey
Those ink stains on his shirt never faded away.

Woh Break Khane Ka Tha Gana Par Azeez Tha
He loved singing during breaks, and it was dear to him.

Jo Likhta Tha Woh Khud Se Khush Tha Baaki Chahe Na Sune
He was happy with whatever he wrote, whether anyone else wanted to listen or not.

Kisi Se Gham Nahi Kisse Se Hoon Khafa Nahi
I have no sorrow for anyone, and I am not angry with anyone.

Bas Hai Gila Ke Mana Jisko Apna Woh Ruka Nahi
I only have one complaint: the one I considered my own never stayed.

Thi Ma Batati Kya Kami Hai Kya Izafa Hai
Mother used to tell me what was lacking and what needed to be added.

Thay Papa Poochhte Ke Kaise Aj Kuch Likha Nahi
Father would ask why I had not written anything today.

Badle Sheher Badle Dost Badla Sab Kuch
The city changed, the friends changed, everything changed.

Woh Dhoondta Tha Ghar Jahan
He was searching for a home where

Uss Sheher Mein Tha Bas Dukh
there was nothing but sorrow in that city.

Thi Uski Koshish Jaldi Se Woh Jaye Bann Kuch
He tried to become something as quickly as possible.

Nothing To Prove Bas Palatna Chahta Apna Har Rukh
Nothing to prove, he just wanted to turn his life in every direction.

Par Kabhi Kalakar Nahi Khada Hota Hai Rangmanch Pe
But an artist never truly stands on the stage,

Aur Asal Zindagi Mein Darjan Khel
while in real life, there are dozens of games to play.

Mere Karmon Ki Rasion Ne Lakh Dafa Dag Chhode
The ropes of my deeds have left countless marks,

Dikhe Meri Gardan Pe
visible around my neck.

Hogaya Bada Main Jab Se Umar Mein
Ever since I grew older in age,

Ho Chhota Hoon Gaya Ab Khud Ki Nazron Mein
I have become smaller in my own eyes.

Mujhe Hai Pata Ke Khoob Meherbani Ma
I know you have done so much for me, Ma.

Ma Ek Aur Jodd Logi Kya Karzon Mein
Ma, will you add one more debt to your burdens?

Ma Main Darrta Hoon Sath Chalegi Kya
Ma, I am scared. Will you walk beside me?

Han Main Ladka Hoon Nak Kategi Kya
Yes, I am a boy. Will it bring shame upon you?

Agar Main Tujhe Sari Takleefein Bata Doon
If I tell you about all my troubles,

Sach Bata Kam Karne Degi Kya
Tell me honestly, will you let me keep working?

Ma Main Darrta Hoon Sath Chalegi Kya
Ma, I am scared. Will you walk beside me?

Han Main Ladka Hoon Nak Kategi Kya
Yes, I am a boy. Will it bring shame upon you?

Agar Main Tujhe Sari Takleefein Bata Doon
If I tell you about all my troubles,

Toh Duniya Se Ladne Degi Kya
Will you let me fight against the world?

Main Tere Aage Ro Bhi Nahi Sakta
I cannot even cry in front of you.

Chah Ke Bhi Jhooth Bol Hi Nahi Sakta
Even if I want to, I cannot lie.

Tabhi Toh Chup Chap Baitha Hoon Main
That is why I am sitting here quietly,

Soch Raha Hoon Sochta Hi Rahoon So Bhi Nahi Sakta
thinking and thinking, yet I cannot even sleep.

Tabhi Toh Likhun Char Baje
That is why I write at four in the morning.

Jagta Reh Rat Mein Main
I stay awake throughout the night.

Aankhein Jalake Chala Deta Hoon Qalam
I burn my eyes and let the pen keep moving.

Aur Phir Banjate Gane
And then they become songs.

Aur Phir Yeh Banjate Gane
And then these become songs.

Yeh Gane Sunake
By making everyone listen to these songs,

Rula Deta Sab Ko
I make everyone cry,

Hasa Deta Tujh Ko
I make you smile,

Taraqqi Dikha Ke
by showing you my progress.

Zamane Ko Chahta
I want to make the world

Samjhana
understand.

Main Likhdun
I want to write

Alfaz Iss Duniya Ko
words for this world,

Takhti Banake Par
and turn it into a writing board.

Sath Chalegi Kya
Will you walk beside me?

Han Main Darrta Hoon Nak Kategi Kya
Yes, I am scared. Will it bring shame upon you?

Agar Main Tujhe Sari Takleefein Bata Doon Toh Ghar Se Niklne Degi Kya
If I tell you about all my troubles, will you still let me leave home?

Kabhi Bhoola Na Ma Teri Ansun Ankhon Ke
Ma, I have never forgotten your tearful eyes.

Ab Bhi Bhoola Na Ma Pala Kaise Nazon Se
I still have not forgotten how lovingly you raised me.

Kabhi Sulah Na Ho Payi Unn Halaton Se
I could never make peace with those circumstances

Jinse Ab Bhi Pareshan Hai Tu Raton Mein
That still trouble you at night.

Par Dekh Tera Beta Phaila Pada Iss Jahan Mein
But look, your son has spread his presence across this world.

Yeh Log Jo Hain Chheekte Woh Lafz Likhe Hath Se
These people who praise me are reading the words written by my hand.

Manta Main Kam Aur Kaj Mein Thoda Vyast Hoon
I admit that I am a little too busy with work.

Par Aj Bhi Toh Anshu Tera Seekhe Teri Baton Se
But even today, your son learns from your words.

Ma Main Tara Tere Ankhon Ka
Ma, I am the star of your eyes.

Phir Jaley Yeh Jahan Kyun
Then why should this world burn?

Kehti Main Hoon Pyara Phir
You say that I am your beloved,

Yeh Sare Khate Khar Kyun
So why are all these accounts filled with bitterness?

Aaj Tak Chillaya Na
I have never shouted until today,

Kuch Bhi Kara Ho Maine
no matter what I may have done.

Mujhe Rona Ata Raton Mein Ma
I feel like crying at night, Ma.

Kab Tak Sab Sambhal Loon
How long can I keep handling everything?

Ke Tu Aja Seene Se Lagale
Please come and hold me close to your chest.

Ma Kuch Bhi Kar Mujhko Bachale
Ma, do anything and save me.

Ya Kehde Bas Wahi Har Dafa Jo Kehti
Or just say what you always say,

Anshu Tu Karlega Phir Sab Karloonga Main
“Anshu, you can do it,” and then I will do everything.

Main Darrta Hoon Sath Chalegi Kya
I am scared. Will you walk beside me?

Han Main Ladka Hoon Nak Kategi Kya
Yes, I am a boy. Will it bring shame upon you?

Agar Main Tujhe Sari Takleefein Bata Doon
If I tell you about all my troubles,

Sach Bata Kam Karne Degi Kya
Tell me honestly, will you let me keep working?

Main Darrta Hoon Sath Chalegi Kya
I am scared. Will you walk beside me?

Han Ladka Hoon Nak Kategi Kya
Yes, I am a boy. Will it bring shame upon you?

Agar Main Tujhe Sari Takleefein Bata Doon
If I tell you about all my troubles,

Toh Duniya Se Ladne Degi Kya
Will you let me fight against the world?

Main Darrta Hoon Sath Chalegi Kya
I am scared. Will you walk beside me?

Ladka Hoon Nak Kategi Kya
I am a boy. Will it bring shame upon you?

Agar Main Tujhe Sari Takleefein Bata Doon
If I tell you about all my troubles,

Tu Ghar Se Niklne Degi Kya
Will you let me leave home?

Bacchpan Toh Shuru Se Hi Khatm Tha Mera
My childhood had been over from the very beginning.

Phir Bhi Uss Samay Kuch Karz Reh Gaya Sar Pe
Even then, some debts remained over my head from those days.

Kandho Pe Nishan Padhe Hai
There are marks left on my shoulders,

Kitne Sapno Ki Arthio Ka Bhoj Seh Gaya Darr Mein
bearing the weight of the funeral processions of so many dreams.

Shuru Se Ghar Se Hi To Nikalna Tha Ek Ghar Ki Khoj Mein
From the very beginning, I had to leave home in search of a home of my own.

Mera Basta Toh Mere Pas Hai Ma
My bag is still with me, Ma.

Phir Aesa Kyun Lagta Hai Ma Ki Kuch Reh Gaya Ghar Pe
Then why does it feel, Ma, that I have left something behind at home?